this is a poem i wrote called empty

i am in pain i dont know why im better now but still i cry the empty feeling just wont leave my emotions have deserted me even when im with my friends the lonleyness it never ends i feel like ive been hollowed out an empty shell locked in doubt absent is my state of mind inside im blank nothing to find im not good but im not bad i am lost not scared or sad i dont know what will bring me back feeling is the thing i lack.