finale age 22

hello absent followers, recently I came accrossed this blog I started in 05. Its now 2013..8 years later. I cannot believe how much time has passed...the things I've been through the growing up I've done..i must say I was definatly a teenager at the time haha. But I have decided to lay this blog to rest...and with it start anew. But before I do I might as well update nobody on things..well me and Ryan never did get back together but that's ok. He actually has a baby now and a new girlfriend named Liz. I'm happy for them. Well I guess she's not new they are going on 4 years..my its windy tonight as I lay on my couch at emilys. Who by the way also has a 2 year old named Rebekah..they're kind enough to allow me to stay until I get back on my feet. But patience ill get to that. So after Ryan and my split I got together with josh carter..oh boy was that a waste of my life...now see Ryan I wouldn't take back I lived I learned and I will always hold Ryan in my heart. He was my first love my first everything. But josh...he was not so very lovable. But let me start at the beginning. At first he was great. Unlike Ryan he didn't smoke drink or do drugs. He was perfect it seemed. Had a car was kind of an asshole but I over looked that..and man was he buff.. Oh yeah those arms were to die for..but he had a secret.. He was playing lots of girls all at once. And he was quite the manipulater. After 3 months things fell apart. He left me for another girl leading me to believe it was my fault. He lied and cheated me for months leading me on. It wasn't until 2 full years later that I found out about the other girl. And anyone reading this who knows jwic should heed my warning
. He will make you believe your crazy rather then llet you find out how lowlife he is. Be careful. He not only emotionally and verbally abused me but there was alot of physical abuse as well. I feel for Brittany. Who buys into his crap. But anyways way off topic. He was a mistake. And we were on again off again for 3 years. (yes he had other girlfriends at the same time. No I didn't know) and after josh there was the one thing I'd been missing...jd. Oh JD is something alright. Sweet caring nice..today was our five month. Crazy isnt it how time flys. But anyways enough about my love life.. Summer 2013 I met Shannon my birth mother..it was scary and exciting. And I love them already I also met Tristan and Andrew my brother and sister. Its crazy but I miss them and yet I barely know them. Hugging my mother was the best thing I've ever experianced. I was part of the world record for redheads I met graverobber from repo! I had Daniel and Evelyn as temorary spawn. I gained new friends and lost old ones...michelle is a meth head heroin addict and no more then a hollow shell of what she once was. Rachel is doing good she died then was resurected. Katie is my best friend. Mark is still living with his mom but has a job. He is no longer speaking to Alex. Alex has many jobs and a very pretty girlfriend. Brandon is still Brandon. I am beautiful and have competed in the scam of audition America. Kori urban and Jessica are married. (not to each other) I am not in contact with any fccsers sadly. Even Alex grant the old love of my life haha. Someday maybe we will reconnect. I had apartments..i lost apartments I had a job at chevron..i lost my job at chevron.. I am currently trying to work at KFC with Emily until I can get a better job and move out with Katie taquito and Bambi..(JD and Steven) ahh taquito. He's one of my best friends I dont know how I forgot to mention him. He's dating Katie I think they are very good together. I went to Vegas for my 22 birthday with my mom and aunt Margo. I had a dog..i gave her up. Dililah.. Kitler Leah cats of my past and present. I had kacee for ridding me of kitler. I will never forgive him I hope he loses everything. That's all I can think of. Thank you for saving a few memories for me all these years.
BRIANNA G